17.06.2011

When you fall in love with two boys,

And you have no idea which one to choose,

Choose the second one,

Cause if you truly loved the first one,

There wouldn't had been a second one.

Right now,

This girl here is having a huge mess in her heart.

She has done something terrible.

And she has to pay for it.

She fell for two boys.

And now,

She's having a major heart-mess.

She loves the first one,

And she knows it.

She also knows that the first one doesn't care a damn about her.

But she doesn't care a damn too, about that fact.

She still loves him anyway.

She has a major crush on the second one.

When she sees the second one,

She get all shy and clumsy.

And she has no idea what she does.

So, what exactly do with a heart like that?

My sister gave me two suggestions.

#1 Donate it. There are thousands of people out there dying because they couldn't wait

for a heart transplant.

#2 Leave it the way it is.

Well, I chose #2.

And I'm sticking with my choice.

So, I leave it the way it is.

When everything gets better,

Then the person I chose will clear the mess up for me.

:)

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06.06.2011

I was looking at your profile today.

I saw a recent picture of you.
I couldn't resist.
I clicked on it.
And I saw you.

I looked through your pictures.
And I realized.
I never took pictures with you.
I remember there was once.
You asked:
"Wanna take a picture?"
I said no.

Well, if I said yes now, would it be too late?
If not,
I'll say YES.
I want to have a picture with you.
That stupid, crazy face of yours next to mine.
Why in the world did I say no at that time?

I scanned through the pictures.
There were pictures of your birthday in the app. ' Birthday Calender'
I just realized.
I haven't sent you anything for your birthday this year.

I saw the pictures you had at the new place.
The place far far away from here...
The new people you met.
The new people you're hanging out with.
Well, at least this means you're doing well.

Then, I saw the pictures you took on the last day of school.
And my tears started to flow.
Flow and flow...

I missed you.
I know you don't care a damn about me.
But still, I miss you like crazy.

What happened that made me fall in love with a jerk like you?
Why do I love you so much?
Why do you seem like a jerk and a wonderful person at the same time?
Why...?

03.06.2011

I admit.
YES.
I'm J E A L O U S . . .

I get jealous when I see you being so close to her.
I get jealous when I hear you saying her name like she's your sweetheart.
I get jealous when I see you posting on her wall.
I get jealous when I see the pictures you had with her.
I get jealous when you talk to her and have that twinkle in your eyes.
I get jealous when you give her that lopsided smile of yours.

I'm sure you wouldn't care a damn if I got close with another guy.
You wouldn't care if when I say another guy's name like he's my dear.
You wouldn't notice when I post on another guy's wall.
You wouldn't mind when you see the picture I had with other guys.
You wouldn't be there when I talk to other guys or give them a wink.
You wouldn't feel anything when I give other guys a sweet smile.

You wouldn't feel anything.
But I feel just about
EVERYTHING.

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