31.05.2011

You know what?
It hurts most,
When you love somebody so much.
But you know that that somebody doesn't care a damn about you.

Yet, you continue to love.

Cause that's how love works.
In a strange way.

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28.05.2011

I don't know why am I doing this to myself,
I have no idea why am I hurting myself like this.

GOD forgive me for missing youth tonight.
I know I should had said sorry.
But why I didn't?
I have no idea...

Nobody can ever understand the problems I'm facing.
They're treating me like dirt.
I don't even know if they qualify as my friends.
I turn the arrow around and point it to me.
Is it MY fault that made them treat me like that?
I have no idea...

What the heck have I done to deserve this? :(

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26.05.2011

I'm alone in a silent room.
I hear the things I said to you,
The things you said to me.

I've never heard silence this loud...

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25.05.2011

Why are you doing this to me?
You leave me when I needed you most.
You just said:
I don't like you anymore."
I forgave and tried to forget you.
And I finally succeeded after all those tears I dropped.

NOW,
You come back when I have everything I could ever ask for.
When I have thoroughly forgotten about you.
When I just began to settle down with my new life.
And whatdaya expect from me?
Forgiveness?
AGAIN?

Why do boys always mess with my life?
Boys are trouble plus heart breakers.
But you know what?
We all will gradually fall in love with one.
That's the confusing part.

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24.05.2011

I love shadows. ♥

Sista'! :DD

We had joy, we had fun, we were bonding in the sun.
:D

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23.05.2011

Somebody called me a Sejarah freak.
I told that somebody:
"Well, this freak needs to study!" :P

Today's Sejarah was quite easy.
Hope I'll ace it.
Cause I spent my whole weekend on it!

BM was really scary.
But thank God,
I realized that I made a mistake before it was too late. :)

Yupps,
If you're a daily blog-reader,
You'll realise that I'm no longer the EMO person I used to be.
And I'm glad it's that way. :)

We're having Geography and English tomorrow,
So I guess I'll be turning into Geography freak! :P

Can't wait for the test to be over! ;D

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22.05.2011

Tomorrow's the big day.

I've got to ace in my Sejarah,

Cause I spent my whole weekend studying it.

BM, I'm so dead nervous about it.

I never did my BM homework,

So I wouldn't wonder if I failed it. :(

The test is stressing me out.

The sooner it's over,

The better!

God Bless me!

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20.05.2011

Ahhhh!
I'm sooooo dead.

Test is next week.
And I don't even know what are we testing on!
I am soooo dead...

Then there's this problem I'm facing with SOME PARTICULAR boy.
He's turning my life upside-down,
Ruining the quiet peace I used to have...

My mind is gonna explode really soon...
Get ready for the explosion.

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14.05.2011

The weather is FREAKIN' HOT!

And I'm sweating like mad!

My sweat goes:

Drip, drip, drip...

Wonder what's going on with Stella.

Is she sweating like she just had a bath?

Awww...

I miss her...

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11.05.2011

I wanted to call Stella last night,
I already planned how to tell her everything,
And how to cry out my problems to her.
But she just had to interrupt with my life and ruin my plans,
Did she?
ISHH...

I am having a major-heartbreak.
I need to talk to her.
My friends are treating me like dirt,
My church friends treat me like I'm rubbish on the floor and they don't like it so they kick it around,
My exams are coming up and I have no idea what to do,
Some crazy guyy is ruining my peaceful life.
And I missed her...

Owh...
I cried my heart out last night.
And if I don't get to talk to her soon,
The extinct volcano is going to explode.
And I MEAN explode,
KA-BOOOOM!

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10.05.2011

Somebody turned my life upside-down,
And I feel soooo NOT happy.

But, being gloomy wouldn't help in anyway, right?
Either would being happy.

So, i choose to remain feelingless/expressionless...

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07.05.2011

I was thinking about her,
The things she said to me,
The things I said to her,
And I cried...
I couldn't help it.

Then I remembered something,
Whenever she cried,
I would say to her:
'Those worth crying over will NEVER let you cry'
And she would just smile at me,

Cheer up a bit,
And continue to cry.

And that's what I just did.
I smiled at the memories,
Cheered up a bit,
And continued to cry... ;(

Cause I know she's one of those people who's worth crying over...♥

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06.05.2011

I can't believe it,
She turned against me,
They ALL turn against me.
Just because of HER.

How come it seems to me that wherever I go,
People treat me like rubbish.
Somebody just HAS to interfere with my life just as I was settling down...
Ishhh...

Yeah,
So I'm nice to bully,
Huh?
So I've never really scolded you,
Huh?
You need me to really scold you guyss befor you guyss actually respect me?

Ishh!
I don't know what I did to deserve this!
Ishhh!
*angry*

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05.05.2011

Yesterday, I scanned through my entire history on Facebook.

I saw the words:

Sharon joined Facebook.

I saw the stupid things I wrote,

All those stupid comments.

The stupid pics. I liked,

The stupid pics. I commented.

I wanna go back to the time when 'Sharon joined Facebook'.

Owh...

I wanna go back in time...

Where's Harry Potter?

Ishh!

Why the heck am I being so emotional recently?

Stella?

Or what?

Owhh... ;(

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03.05.2011

My life is going down the toilet.

And I feel like screaming all my problems to my pillow and I want a response from it...

A few days ago, my best friend just called me:

Stella : Hi.

Me : Hi.

Stella : So, you're free to chat with me?

Me : I guess so...

Then, it was complete silence...

You know why?

Cause we had nothing to talk about...

What the heck happened to our friendship?

And who the heck is responsible?

Me?

Or her?

I wanna go back to primary 6.

The 'happy-go-lucky' days...

Where did the old us go?

Come back...

I miss the old us...

Sometimes,

Long distance friendship just don't turn out right...

Do they?

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01.05.2011

Just Back from Bintulu.
Here are some sweet memories I had there with CS. ♥

The curtains on the bus - Bintang Jaya Express

Aww...! Ci Min looks so sweet! :)
On the way to BINTULU! :D
Having lunch there.
(From the left: Carolyn, Me and Gloria)
Jacol is sooo cute! After rehearsal.
(From left: Carolyn, Jaco, Natasha, Me and Shi Wen)
Me and my mates taking pictures together before competition.
(From left: Carolyn, Gloria, Caroline and Me)
Aww! I just sooo LOVE Jacol!
He's sooo CUTEE!
The lights on our bus at night.
We're gonna go shopping!
At the shopping centre, drinking pearl milk tea - RM3
(From left: Gloria, Carolyn and Me)
The fountain at the entrance of New World Shopping Mall!
The water splashed onto my camera lens and created a great effect!
Taking pictures with cute Jacol.
(From left: Ting Ching, Wendy, Jacol and Deifilia)
Caroline jumping on the bed while eating her choki-choki while smiling at my camera!
My room mates on the bed!
(From left: Caroline, Carolyn and Ci Hui)

Well, that's all I have.
And as a conclusion,
We all had fun.

No more practices starting now.
Gonna miss CS.
Aww...

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